Being Touched by God

Many people over the years have experienced near death events that brought them closer to the God they believed in or had questioned the existence of.  Most all of these experiences have been discounted as some unreal episode during a physical and or mental disruption caused by accident or illness.
                                                                                                                                                          
I happen to be one of those people and I have no doubt that it was a real heavenly event. In my certainty of what I experienced, I have not needed support in what I felt. God is my support. Quite recently, a neurosurgeon named Dr. Eben Alexander experienced something very much like I experienced that shed light on what I went through.

Dr. Alexander went into a deep coma for 7-days as a result of a rare form of brain attacking meningitis. As he tells his story today, there was little chance of his survival and scientifically speaking his brain was totally shut down in a way that ruled out any way he could have imagined anything. He describes his experience as moving to a different level of consciousness far removed from brain function. It was in that state that he experienced God. He tells his story in his book title, PROOF OF HEAVEN: A Neurosurgeon’s Journey into the Afterlife.

My story is much like Dr. Alexander’s story, but without the scientific approach.  After over a year of thinking I was having bad sinus headaches, the reality of my real illness came closer and I began to experience intermittent double-vision. As the fact of my brain tumor was being revealed and my diagnosis determined, I began a journey on which the ultimate revelation was unfolding.  

First, I was lifted up in prayer by the Christian Community I was so fortunate to have been a part of for many years. Second, I was intentional about letting people know of my situation and not trying to keep it a big secret. Through all of this, God revealed Himself to me through His Spirit.

I felt an overwhelming love and forgiveness. Even though I had been told all my life that I was forgiven through Christ's atonement, I never really felt it until then. I felt as if I had been brushed clean with a wire brush using the strongest cleaning compound.

God communicated to me through His Spirit that He loved me and I felt totally secure no matter what the outcome of my illness and surgery. Being with Him was the comfort and He gave me a glimpse into His Eternal Kingdom. I lost my fear of death and all worry about my family disappeared as He showed me the love that He has for them as well. 

God Showed me through His Spirit that I'm already in Eternal Life and I need not draw a line between life and death. Yes, I can begin to experience His Kingdom right here and now. This is only a snapshot of His revelation to me. There were many images that helped build this newfound reality. The impact on me was that all doubt was removed concerning God's existence and I now can freely celebrate His Kingdom and my part in it, as I seek His Will in all things.           

Marcus Borg comes very close to describing what I experienced during my brain surgery event. He says, "Enlightenment as an archetypal religious metaphor belongs to a mystical way of being religious...........Such an experience leads to seeing everything differently. It is not simply an intellectual or mental 'seeing', as when we say, 'Oh, I see what you mean.' Rather, enlightenment as a religious experience involves communion or union with what is, an immediate 'knowing' of the sacred that transforms one's way of seeing." Borg goes on to say, "The language of enlightenment connects to John's emphasis upon knowing God. For John, such knowing is the primary meaning of 'eternal life', not a future state beyond death, but an experience in the present. To know God is eternal life: 'This is eternal life, that they may know you, the only true God.'" [Marcus J. Borg, Reading the Bible Again for the First Time, (c) 2001 by Marcus J. Borg. Part Three, The New Testament, 8-Reading the Gospels Again p. 214.]

An Aquifer and a Gentle Man

All baptized Christians have something in common with Jesus through baptism and in baptism. We have all been baptized with water that was first in the form of rain. How did it make it to our baptism?  The ground absorbs  rainwater and it is captured in places called aquifers. 
                        

These aquifers are underground layers of water contained porous rock, gravel, sand or silt. This water can be accessed by use of a well and it may naturally flow to streams and rivers.  A portion of rainwater, of course, stays mostly on the earth’s surface and makes its way via ditches to larger streams and rivers. At some point man retrieves the water for personal, business or baptismal use.

The Jordan River, in which Jesus was baptized, is fed by rains falling on the neighboring plateaus and into aquifers. The waters then flow downward to streams. The Jordan River is quite shallow and eventually disappears into the Dead Sea.

The water in which John baptized Jesus was probably a bit saltier than our water of baptism. It came from thermal springs and contained gypsum, which gave the water a high degree of salinity, leaving a salty residue on the land when used for irrigation.

And now we move to the “Gentle Man”, Jesus. His cousin John the Baptist, son of Elizabeth, was certainly busy with his followers baptizing them in the waters of the Jordon River. God’s plan was certainly played out in the life of John, as some of his disciples became disciples of Jesus. John seemed to know his role in preparing the way for his cousin Jesus. He lost his life in doing so.

In Matthew 3:1-3, we hear, “In those days John the Baptist came preaching in the wilderness of Judea……For this is he who was spoken of by the prophet Isaiah, saying: “The voice of one crying in the wilderness: ‘Prepare the way of the Lord; Make His paths straight.’”

John even had Sadducees and Pharisees coming out to be baptized in repentance. He scolded them and told them to do something worthy in order to earn repentance. They probably just wanted to see what he was up to and cover their bases.

John made it clear to all as we are told in Matthew 3:11; “I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance, but He who is coming after me is mightier than I, whose sandals I am not worthy to carry. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire.”

The gentle Jesus, Son of Man, finally came to John to be baptized by him. John was very reluctant and told Jesus that he had it backwards. John said that Jesus should be baptizing him not the other way around. Jesus then reminded John that he should do the baptizing in order to fulfill God’s plan.

God’s plan was fulfilled as Matthew 3:16-17  continues and tells us: “When He had been baptized, Jesus came up immediately from the water; and behold, the heavens were opened to Him, and He saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and alighting upon Him.  And suddenly a voice came from heaven, saying, “This is My beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased.”

Through His baptism, Jesus continued to live into God’s plan for Him as the Son of Man and the Son of God. Let us live into our water of baptism and the righteousness that God has chosen for us.

And then religion broke out!

We seem to talk to God more often when we are having difficulties in our lives.  It’s just hard for us to find time to even think about God sometimes. Our biggest challenge in life is to include God in all we do in this world. He is sending His Spirit to us continually, but if we don’t focus on it, we miss the message.

A friend of mine told me about a trip his father once made on a major airline. It seems that as the plane was beginning to lose altitude as it came close to the destination, the pilot could not get the landing gear to deploy. A three hour circling of the airport began as the pilot tried to get the landing gear to deploy and the airport began to prepare for a potential crash landing. My friend’s father said that, “religion broke out all over the cabin.”

Since I don’t have any idea about the spiritual life of any of those passengers, it’s not for me to comment on their individual devoutness. The story, however; does make us think about our devoutness and if we’re giving God the attention He expects from us, His children, in the seemingly normal times of our lives.  

James 5:13-15 informs us in saying, “Is anyone among you suffering? Let him pray. Is anyone cheerful? Let him sing psalms. Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord. And the prayer of faith will save the sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven.”

I have learned to try to include God in every moment of my life.  God’s revelation to me during my 1993 brain surgery event changed me forever.  To borrow from Marcus Borg’s book title, I was “Meeting Jesus again for the first time.” The Spirit of God came upon me like never before. I wonder if any passengers on the plane with the landing gear issue felt a peace as they prayed to God. I would hope so. I can certainly understand how “religion broke out”, so to speak, in a situation like that.

Regarding my friend’s father’s comment, maybe religion should have broken out all over the cabin. It’s easy to joke about it after the fact and safe landing. St. Paul tells us in Philippians 4:6-7 “Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

During my revelation experience in my 10-hour brain surgery, everything seemed to be positive in the presence of the Lord. One particular part of scripture seemed to echo in my thinking. That echo was Psalm 91: 11-12 as it kept informing me: “For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways.  On their hands they will bear you up, so that you will not dash your foot against a stone.”

As regards our seeking God in all aspects of our lives, we have to overcome our own inertia. You’ve probably heard the general description of Newton’s Laws of motion: ‘things in motion tend to stay in motion and things at rest tend to stay at rest.’ So it is in our lives in being in motion or resting when it comes to connecting with God. We must be intentional, active and repetitive in seeking God in our lives.

Our Faith in God should “break out” in and around us all the days of our lives and as Psalm 23:6 tells us: “Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.”